breakdown.

Tears falling down my cheek,whats happening to me?I used to be so strong,but lately I feel so weak.all the stress brings me down,It gives me no choice,I cant seem to speak my mind,I just can't find my voice.more cuts end up on my wrist,something else I got to hide,besides the smile I used to have,but now it's hid behind,the other part of me,the person I pretend to be,so you dont see my tears,I fight all my fears,I can't show emotion,so I store it all inside,but It builds up,I breakdown,I have to cut myself to let it all out.The pills numb my pain,puts the stress off to the side,and when I bleed it all out,I feel better inside.