Saturday, January 30, 2010
Monday, November 9, 2009
Tears .
Sitting in the corner of my bed .Having this frustration in my head. Trying to unleash all the pain inside . Thinking of how this has come to an endI did everything just to please you. Even in your lies, I still believe youI did everything to make it work. Even if you're just making it worst. Day and night, I've waited for a callor just a text or a knock on my door. But all I got is this aching heart and this sleepless tears all through out the night. I never regret the feelings I have but I have to move on and got to have my pride. Your love disappear but I'm always here. You're so far yet so very near.
breakdown.
Tears falling down my cheek,whats happening to me?I used to be so strong,but lately I feel so weak.all the stress brings me down,It gives me no choice,I cant seem to speak my mind,I just can't find my voice.more cuts end up on my wrist,something else I got to hide,besides the smile I used to have,but now it's hid behind,the other part of me,the person I pretend to be,so you dont see my tears,I fight all my fears,I can't show emotion,so I store it all inside,but It builds up,I breakdown,I have to cut myself to let it all out.The pills numb my pain,puts the stress off to the side,and when I bleed it all out,I feel better inside.
Is it too much to ask for?
I just want to put in a few highlights, I said Psst... I've never dyed a hair on my head A dab of color here and there Mix it up in my virgin hair Wait, rinse, look, screamThis is a color I could never dream It's awful, I hate it, I can't live like this Hurry to the store, buy a pretty color, can't miss Comb it thru, yep, that'll do Wait, rinse, look, boo-hoo-hoo It's worse than before, complete fright I followed directions, did it right But wait, I've got it, I know how to copeI'll swing no longer at the end of my ropeCall an emergency council of sistersSoon I've got drabbers, strippers, lifters My hair is restored, confidence renewedI'll can go out in public, life can resume But the only thing left that's bothering me yet -I don't remember if I used to be blond or brunette!
kiss kiss
I am sending you a kiss , That will land on your knee,Climb up your leg,Scramble over you back,And hide in your hair.Then, when you are about to fall asleep,It will bite you gently on your neckAnd whisper in your ear,"I LOVE YOU."
simple is cool.
Immature love says, "I love you because I need you." Mature love says, "I need you because I love you."
:(
sometimes I cant decide if I love you or hate you I once believed you could make my dreams come true.you hurt me so bad but I always stayed thinking it would be worth it.I told my self all the time to be strong and quit but im not a quiter, I fight for what I want and when I no longer want I look for what I need, but my lifes in a knotI need to untie my self from you and move onthe moment you left, you looked back and i was gone.you thought iI was going to chase you but you were wronghere's your good bye, live your life cause its going to be longlet our date rest in its grave becuase im glad its over and I was brave.
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